Quiet things that people should know

Due to the loyalty of my friends, i am drunk from nearly an entire 5 litre box of wine - to myself, my friend had a couple of glasses.
And due to my intoxication i feel that a rant/explosion of thought and or a confession is necassary.
But im still not 100% on what i should be saying, but then should i be saying anything or should i just be doing it?

Life does not allow the word EASY to become frequent. That is something that i cant write, no mater how intoxicated i am. With an entire bottle left for my use i feel that even though i am pissed i should still be capable of writing the truth.
But im not going to do it in a Daily Star fashion. My confession is as personal as any. It means something to me, and i am putting it down on the internet because i can, because it makes my truth immortal, no matter what i post here, it will always be.

And the truth. Oh, the truth. There is so much attatched to that one word it is to complex to go any further.
There are so many truths.
So many lies.
Both of which i am intimatley aquainted with.

And i think that is my confession, for now anyway...

It has come to my attention, as a single 17 year old that although there are many ups to being in a lovely and gratifying relationship, there are SO many more being single.
For instance, earlier this evening i went to a fashion show with 2 of my best friends, we drank champagne, we ate canapes and we mingled with some VERY attractive italian men who knew way to much about skin products to be straight. And in the this mist of versace laden men and skeletons dripping with couture i realised that if i were in a relationship, i would probably be with a +1, i wouldnt be flirting with fabulous italian men and i would not be looking as good as i did (if i do say so myself).
Right now, life shouldnt involve being held back by someone who may be affectionate and loving but ultimatley boring, it should be about more thursdays spent drinking and getting free goodie bags with alot of stuff in!!